Just kill me. I'm going to have an anxiety attack.
Why can't I be a lone for ONE FREAKING SECOND? I'm so crazy. Not having anyone here really makes me think about seeing a therapist, but really, I know that I just want to be with someone! I can't take people leaving me. I really can't. Deal. I don't need to see a therapist, I just need a body in my presence at all times, and why is that such an issue?
So, come back.
No one even really left yet. It's all temporary, really. But I continue to writhe in my own filth and stay up too late and work everyday only to feel lonely when I return. The worse part about it is, well, I don't even want to say because it will just sound lame on the internet.